So I got into Uni.
The last few days have been a major whirlwind of chaos. I have been travelling to view accommodation, signing forms, cancelling contracts, signing, talking, meeting, panicing, crying, laughing, getting excited, getting down, getting lost…the list goes on.
I will keep it short this week, I don’t have that much time. But I hope to update properly soon.
- Uni starts on the 26nd of THIS month!
- I have found accommodation in a house share with 3 randomers.
- No one at Uni knows i’m trans
- I leave this flat on the 16th
- I am basically selling everything – moving from un-furnished to furnished
Im trying to get the most support I can for the year, both physically with a CPN, mental health and transition, and financially, looking at ESA, PIP and DSA. Anything that might stop me dipping and getting as low as I did during my undergraduate course.
I sometimes feel sick with fear and panic. I sometimes think this is exactly what I needed to get out of the path I was on. I just hope i’m strong enough now to deal with the year ahead.
Anyway, i’m knackered and worn thin. I need some sleep, although I get less now, my head wakes me up buzzing with alerts and questions and things I need to remember asap. So I will say goodbye, as always…my transition comparison pic:
Day 1 vs Day 231 (1 day vs 33 weeks)