Social Anxiety, don’t get the better of me.

 

Social Anxiety, don’t get the better of me. I get no sleep, mind falls into the deep, dark place of terror and fear. Keep my head from the restless chatter, the voices of a thousand devils. Place clarity instead, stand tall, eyes don’t waver, from the battleground created by the wired one.

Oh yes, I created a poem.

Copyright Sebastian L All Rights Reserved

Copyright Sebastian L All Rights Reserved

I have craft group today. I have a meeting with my volunteer co-ordinator and the head of a volunteer organisation and two supervisors on the programme. I did not sleep, am anxious, and having completely irrational thoughts. What do people who do not have social anxiety do with all their time? I mean, I can pass a whole day getting hung up on a 30 minute appointment. God knows why I do, it does not change the end result. If your looking for answers i’m afraid your going to have to ask the person in charge. The person being that side of me I can’t seem to rein in. And they don’t like questions…so good luck with that.

Well, in 8 hours all will be over, for better or for worse etc etc. Maybe somthing else to get strung out on tomorrow? Might throw in some housing agitation? Some transitioning fretting?

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